Friday, June 19, 2009
"regrets filled me the moment i got down the car.
i wanted so bad to hug you and kiss you goodbye,
the way i always do.
i wanted so bad to tell you to drive safely,
like i always will.
but my pride got the better hand,
and the best i could do,
was merely whisper a word 'bye'.
it hurts,
and i know you know it;
but your ego made you turn a blind eye to it.
i don't know where things are gonna go from here,
i just wish it's not downhill.
cause i don't believe in that damn curse,
and i'm sure we'll break it together.
all i know is that;
baby, i wanna be perfect in your eyes,
i really do;
in every way that i can be.
i'm trying;
but maybe not hard enough.
i'll try harder.
i love you."i just wanna disappear.
With Tears Reflected in the Eyes.
3:44 AM
she writes
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
seriously;
i feel like a lousy girlfriend.
:[
"but on the other hand, i can't tell you how shocked and touched i was;at how much you can remember.no matter how long ago,or how minor those things were,you remembered.i guess sometimes i'm just too full of myself,to see how much you treasured this relationship as well.i'm sorry baby.i promise i'll try harder."To Be With You.
11:26 PM
she writes
Saturday, June 13, 2009
i detest the word - waiting.
but even more, i detest the feeling of it.
Down.
1:48 AM
she writes
b e m i n e .
-
chloe eau de parfum
-
external hard disk
- guess tiffany large tote
- gucci bag
- holidays to bali/gold coast/hawaii/hongkong/japan/
phuket/maldives/
tioman/
taiwan
- iphone
- kate spate bag
- kate spate wallet
- lv damier canvas griet/hampstead gm
-
new hairstyle
-
samsung F480
- scuba license
j o l y n n .
the full time-
- student - shopper - dreamer -
the part time-
- clubber - model - odd job labourer -
she loves-
- her friends - her family - her MLBF - her little darling angels -
she is-
- emotional - vulnerable - temperamental - stubborn -