Wednesday, March 25, 2009
i'm tired of having to be the clown all the time.
Give It Up.
10:07 PM
she writes
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
i'm surrounded by show-offs in class!
all surfing the net from their phones through wireless!
e71, e63 and iphones!
irritating!
totally hate you people!
i'm feeling psychologically imbalance now!
i wanna get a new phone too!
and it's not just gonna be any new phone,
but one that has wi-fi!
you all just wait and see!
raaawrr!
11:56 AM
she writes
having ot class now,
blogging through waifong's new baby - e71.
:X
sherman is driving me crazy seriously;
special consideration, special consideration, special consideration.
fck it la!
rraaaawwwrrr!
10:58 AM
she writes
Friday, March 20, 2009
people change,
because humans are selfish creatures.
and it's exactly because of the rate that people around me are changing,
i find myself being more and more afraid.
to the point that i wish someday i'll no longer needa depend on anyone,
no one by myself.
so that when they eventually leave my side one after another,
i'll be completely numb;
no feelings of sadness, emptiness, loneliness or afraid,
not at all.
it has been a long time since i felt so insecured,
and one of the rare times due to reasons other than boy-girl relationship.
I Reach Out For You, But You're Not There.
2:38 AM
she writes
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
in life, we are forced to go through loads and loads of difficulties;
no matter how much you hate them,
no matter how much you try to avoid.
but looking back,
it's all these challenges in life that have made me grow up.
"after all these years,i eventually came to know that it's you i wanna spend forever with.people might say it's too early to tell,that i still have a long way ahead,but i'm prettay certain i made the right choice.and as such,i'm a super duper happy girl now!:]i love you baby!"oh yah,
just something really random,
but if i ever had a choice,
i'll choose to be a pusher.
haha!
With Every Loss, Comes A Gain.
2:11 AM
she writes
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
one thing i absolutely hate,
is to be taken advantage of.
if you think i don't have a temper,
you're welcome to try pushing your fcking luck a little further.
The Kindness That Doesn't Pay.
1:51 AM
she writes
Sunday, March 15, 2009
had to deal with some really unpleasent issues these few days,
i really need some time to get over.
"i find it so hard to put everything behind me, i don't if i can ever do it. but for you, i promise i'll try real hard, cause i just want you to be happy."clubbing with darling didn't happen,
so now i'm officially club dreprived!
:[
but something made up
a little a lot for all these unhappiness -
my phuket trip with bbf is confirmed!
so...
PHUKET HERE WE COME!
:D
waiting up for bbf,
but i'm having a hard time keeping my eyes open!
The Air I Breathe.
3:56 AM
she writes
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
"darling!
i coincidentally linked to the same personality test you took from someone's blog almost like right after i saw it on your blog!
haha!
:]"
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
prettay true isn't it?
8:50 PM
she writes
it's prettay upsetting,
when you realise that you and some of your friends are starting to drift apart.
best friends, girlfriends, sisters, classmates and team mates;
the people who really cared about you,
the people who really matters to you.
i always believe that it takes two hands to clap.
i can be diffcult at sometimes,
and people just eventually gave up trying.
but the table turn around sometimes;
some people just couldn't be bothered,
and so i tell myself not to be bothered by it as well.
but ultimately,
i still can't help wondering if they're doing okay.
cause i still wish i could be there for them,
cause i know how horrible it feels to be alone,
yet, it's always so hard to take e first step.
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caught watchmen with bbf yesterday;
it seriously sucks, so don't watch it.
headed to carnivore at vivocity for dinner with sis and bro-in-law in the evening;
it was good,
like finally gotta try it!
bbf had a hard time clearing his plate stacked with meat though.
LOL!
hoping to hit the club with darling this fri!
super looking forward!
so hopefully it'll happen!
something else that i'm looking forward to -
phuket trip with bbf!
though it's not confirmed yet,
but i guess there's a high chance of it happening!
i'm keeping my fingers crossed!
La Raison Pour Laquelle Je Respire; Tu.
6:16 PM
she writes
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
my medicine are as many and as big as the fishballs in a bowl of fishball soups!
the part about being as many is true,
though e part about being as big is obviously exaggerating.
i'm just being whiny about having to eat medicine.
i miss bbf so much.
hate having to nurse a sickness without having him around.
:[
"baby, can you come back now?"Foolish Games.
9:07 PM
she writes