Tuesday, January 13, 2009
i fainted during a blood donation!gosh, i'm prolly like the most loser blood donor ever!
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the entire experience was prettay scary actually.
everything was like fine for one moment.
and the next moment,
i totally went strengthless with small black cubes invading my vision and eventually overwhelming it,
and i went unconcious.
waifong said my head was like drooping off my shoulders,
but i couldn't remember or feel anything from then on,
and when i regain consciousness,
i could feel was many pairs of hands touching me all over and many different voices asking me if i was okay.
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through this experience,
i realised another difference between a man and a woman.
imagine a scenario like that...
man: i fainted during a blood donation.
woman: gosh! are you alright? feeling better already? drink more water okay? dun walk around too much also, get more rest. take care kay?
but when there's a reversal of roles...
woman: i fainted during a blood donation.
man: lol. who ask you to go donate blood.
i seriously don't know to laugh or to cry.
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Unsaid.
10:53 PM
she writes
Monday, January 12, 2009
superwoman.miss independent.
it's hard.
i just gotta breathe,
and everything's gonna be alright.
You Can.
1:37 AM
she writes
Sunday, January 11, 2009
a good news to share with everyone,though most have already know.
but at least now i can officially announce -
I'M BACK WITH MLBF!
:D
it's been like almost 6 months of hell for me;
i've obviously lost a lot.
but at the same time,
i can't deny that i've gained and learnt a lot too.
but whatever it is,
i know i prolly wouldn't have made it through without people around me who cared,
both my families and friends;
you know who you are.
"so thanks a million to all of you -
thankyou for being there;
lending a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on, cheering me up, encouraging me, advising me, talking sense into me, worrying about me and taking care of me.
thankyou for being so patient with me;
despite having to listen to the same things over and over again and despite my stubborn and crazy fits.
thankyou for believing;
believing that i'll one day "recover" and that my rainbow will appear once again.
i really don't know how i can ever thank you all enough."
there's another person that i've gotta like thank personally;
so to MLBF -
"baby.
thanks for being willing to give this relationship another shot;
really, i couldn't be happier.
after being away from each other for almost 6 months,
i guess we both grew and learnt a lot.
but at the same time,
after being away from each other for almost 6 months,
everything seems new all over again,
and some things don't seems to be the same anymore.
but i promise i'll try hard to make things work,
and i know you've been putting in a lotta effort as well,
thankyou, i really appreciate it!
so that officially makes you no longer my
but since i've already gotten so used to this term,
i'm sure you won't mind that i continue to use it right?
at least until i come up with a better term okay?
:]
i really want you to be happy,
so much more than anything else.
and i really wish that i'll be the reason for your happiness;
once again.
i love you."
010106 - 030807
091007 - 150708
291208 - forever
i know 'forever' seems really childish,
but i'll really never ever want 'forever' to be replaced by any dates.
and i'm sure that will never ever happen.
:]
Like A Lullaby.
2:30 AM
she writes
