Monday, February 28, 2005
It's gonna be around 14 hours more before I get my O'level results!
Freak!
I'm really really scary! Cause I think I'm seriously never gonna make it..
Sigh..
But still.. I wanna wish everyone taking their O'level results tomorrow good luck!
"You guys are gonna make it through! Good luck! *hugs*"It's Comforting To Know That You'll Always Be There No Matter What..
3:20 PM
she writes
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Jurong played against Dunern today.. They won by 20 points or 20 plus points.. Wasn't too sure.. Tepang sprained his leg today.. Poor thing.. Now he has a piglet leg (according to him).. There's this bump near his ankle.. Hope he'll recover soon.. Cause he'll be playing finals against Unity next Wednesday..
Rushed back to school for training after the match.. Training was rather tough today.. But I felt good during training today.. Cause I feel myself improving.. Although my stepping is still really really bad.. And my passes are still not too good.. But my shooting has improved a lot compared to my first training.. I'm also jumping higher to catch the balls.. Getting a little more aggresive.. I guess I'll soon be able to wipe off my "gentle giant" nickname.. Given by my coach.. Shall continue to train really hard! For the chance to get to play in National League! I'm gonna work really really hard! I want my shooting to reach 90% and even more! Jia you girl!
Results are gonna be out soon.. Sigh.. It's either Friday or Monday.. I'm so nervous! I'm starting to freak out! I'm so damn sure I'm gonna get more than 10 points! But it's just how much more above 10.. Sigh~! I'm really scared! Freak!
You Are My Angel.. The Angel And The Apple of My Eye..
2:50 PM
she writes
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Don't really know what's with my computer.. It's been a little nutty recently.. One minute I can use it.. And the next moment I can't.. *shrugs*
Shall keep this post short just in case my computer decides to go nutty again..
Have been feeling really depressed lately.. Feel like going for a walk alone.. I wanna feel the wind blowing in my face and see the stars twinkling in the night sky..
Everything seems so different now..
Things are never gonna be the same again..
I know..
I feel myself being carried further and further away from everyone..
Have I been replaced?Have I been forgotten?Happy 17th Birthday Xiao Xian!Have You Ever Needed Something So Much That You Can't Sleep At Night..
12:03 PM
she writes
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
It's Geography tutorial now.. And I'm supposed to be doing research for my Human Geography project.. Yosemite, USA.. Never knew such a place exist.. Whatever.. It just shows how ignorant I am..
Have been feeling rather emotional and moody since yesterday.. Don't really know what's wrong.. Maybe it's the flu bug that's affecting me.. I don't know.. Feel like withdrawing from this 3 months course.. What's exactly wrong with me..
Today's Valentine's Day.. Hope the love in the air will cheer me up a little.. Happy Valentine's Day to all my sweetie pies! I love you guys a lot!
May The Love In The Air Warm Our Hearts..
6:09 AM
she writes
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Stumbled upon this picture.. And I found it really really amusing! Granty looks so super funny in this picture! Look at his expression! And the way he sit! Hahax! He looks like some mini-beng trying to pick a fight! Hahax! This definitely cheer me up a lot!
5:03 PM
she writes
the "ah beng" Grant!
4:01 PM
she writes
The night seems especially long tonight..
The wind seems especially cold tonight..
The sky seems especially dark tonight..
I'm okay..
I'm fine..
I'm just really upset.. That's all..
I Always Say That I'll Never Cry Over You.. But It's Hard To Hold Back Tears When Your Fears Come True..
2:59 PM
she writes
Friday, February 04, 2005
It's hard to pretend that you saw nothing..
When the fact is that you did..
It's hard to pretend that you don't care..
When the fact is that you do..
Maybe I was right..
It's all just my naive thinking..
I feel insecure..
Never Did I Dream.. I'll Find Me A Guy.. Like You..
10:13 AM
she writes
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Haven't been posting for a few days.. Don't really know what to post about.. School is like occupying three-quarter of my time everyday.. But everything in school is just the same everyday.. Lectures, breaks and tutorials.. What else?
I skipped school yesterday with an excuse of having bad period cramps.. Okay.. I was having cramps.. But it wasn't that bad that I can't go to school.. I was just feeling lazy, restless and lethargic.. I just don't feel like going to school.. School is really really boring! I badly needa add some colours in my school life! If not I'll keep having the intention to skip school! And this is definitely not a good habit to pick up! Argh! This is so irritating! I really need a motivation to go to school! But what? You can't possibly expect me to find a guy motivation for an obvious reason.. I'm already attached! And I don't see any guys around the campus which is worth me sacrificing this relationship for.. But still.. I badly needa motivation! I've already tried to make Economics, Maths and trainings as my motivations to go to school.. But it just isn't enough.. There're a couple of days with any of those.. And those are the days that I find it hard to convince myself of a need to go to school..
Okay.. I'm starting to blabber..
Got myself to go to school today.. Although it's quite a long day with a three and a half hours of break before one hour of Geography tutorial with Daryl Lim.. But I'm having like 3 periods of Maths lecture today.. And I really don't wanna miss it.. So I went.. I paid very close attention to the lecture today so as to fulfill my purpose of going to school.. And I managed to digest the chapter rather well.. I also feel quite proud of myself today.. Believe it or not.. This is the first time I lasted through the entire Tuesday after lessons started.. Hahax! For the past 3 Tuesdays.. It was either I skipped school.. Or I found myself an excuse to leave school early.. Cause I really didn't find the point of waiting so long for a Geography tutorial since I'm not even taking arts subject after the first 3 months..
Okay.. I'm blabbering again..
Met Jessica for dinner today! Felt really really glad to see her! Hahax! She hasn't change a bit.. Still the same old Jessica I used to know.. Still the same old buddy I used to have.. Still the same kinda comfort I feel whenever I'm with her.. I simply love her!
Having traing tomorrow! Kinda excited! But nervous at the same time.. Cannot really explain what's the "butterfly-in-the-stomach-feeling about".. Guess I'm just worried that I wouldn't perform well and sorta like hold up the entire training.. =
Crashing PJC on Thursday! So excited! Can't wait to go into a new environment with so many familiar faces! It'll definitely feel more comforting to see the people you know all over the place!
Hahax! Seems like some girl out there is interested in my boy! Hahax! I feel insecure! Hahax! =X
Once Upon A Time.. I Only Image Us.. And Now You're Mine..
2:50 PM
she writes