Sunday, November 27, 2005
It's been such a long time since I was at home at this hour of the day. Haha. It feels so weird.
25 November 2005 - Friday
Went Cineleisure's Kbox with Wen Hao, Douglas, Angie, Joanne, Joanna, Melissa, Hilman, Michelle, Gary, Micheal, Jason, Rachel, Joey, Lionel, Wu Jie and some other people which I don't know. Haha. But all of us work or used to work at Shang.
So glad that I actually went. Cause it was so much fun! And I got to know a lot of people much better too. We started singing from 9 plus in the night till 6 in the morning. But many of them left half way through. Leaving only Douglas, Wen Hao, Gary, Micheal, Joanna, Lionel and me in the morning.
Douglas and Hilman got so drunk that they threw up and actually even fell asleep in the toilet! Haha! So dumb! But I think Hilman's the worst. Haha! He did a lot of funny things while he was drunk! Such a joker! Haha!
26 November 2005 - Saturday
Reached home at about 8 in the morning. Slept for about 3 hours then headed for Kallang for my match. We played against MI today. And we won! 48-29! Haha! Although I didn't perform very well throughout all the 4 quarters. But I thought we played better than we did during trainings as a team. And that's something I thought we all should be glad about. Oh yah. I sprained my ankle! Again! Haha! But this time it's my right ankle! Haha!
Tepang went down to watch the match today.
"Thanks a lot!" But he brought along some stuff I made and gave it to him last time and returned it to me. Hmmm. Don't really know what that was supposed to mean. But he told me he didn't need them anymore that's why he's returning them to me. Haha. I really don't know how exactly should I be feeling about that. But at the same time. I don't wanna know either.
I feel so dumb! Haha!
I miss my buddies buddies! Especially Wanmei, Jessica and Suxian. It've been such a long time since I last met up with them. Feel so guilty. I really wanna meet up with them. But it seems that I'm gonna have another busy week ahead. :( But I'm sure we'll definitely find some time to meet up soon. :)
"Take care my darlings! *hugs*"
Vicious.
2:09 PM
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
12 January 2005 - 20 November 2005. Didn't have a very beautiful ending. But definitely a very precious memory.
I'm experiencing major changes in my life. But I'm handling just fine. All thanks to my busy schedule I guess. Didn't really give me much of a chance to let my mind wander off.
I've really grew to become so much more independent. But it's something I guess I really should be glad about. :)
So Here I Am All By Myself.
6:37 AM
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Today's the unofficial start of a brand new week. But at the same time it's the start of another busy week for me.
Will be accompanying my granny for her check-up tomorrow morning then going back to school for training in the evening. And my working marathon will begin on Wednesday. Just like next week, I'll be working every day from Wednesday to Saturday. But this week's working hours will be much longer. Will be starting work at 7am on both Wednesday and Thursday, 3pm on Friday and 5.30pm on Saturday. Hopefully I'll be able to survive.
But in addition to all these, I'll be having my first league game this Thursday at 8:30pm at Kallang. And whether I'll be able to go for the game or not gotta depends on what time I get to knock off. I'll then have my next game on Saturday at 3.30pm. After which I'll have to rush off to work. Anyone wants to go down and support me? Haha. But I bet I'll be such a disappointment. Cause I always gets all nervous during competitions.
As for today, went to IMM for breakfast with Grant and mummy this morning. Slack at home for most of the afternoon with Tepang then met Jessica at Jurong Point to have dinner. We ate KFC for dinner. Then walked around. And as usual, there was nothing much to look at at Jurong Point. So we left at about 8 plus 9. Although we only met up for a while, but we managed to talk about quite a lot of stuff. Her school stuff. My work stuff. And relationship stuff. So glad that we had a chance to catch up with each other.
"My number 1 lesbian partner! Thanks for taking the initiative to arrange to meet up today! If not I really wonder when will we actually be seeing each other. So sorry that I haven't been taking the initiative to arrange to meet up. But I'll try to take more initiative to meet up with you from now on. Hopefully we'll be able to meet up more often. *hugs*I know school's getting hectic. Jia you okay? We'll see each other in university in another 2 year time. :)I know things haven't been going really very well for you as well. But like you said. You're not alone. Though I'm always so far away. But as long as you need me, I'll try to be there okay? So don't hesitate to call or sms me when you need someone alright? I'll never be too tired or busy for you. Cause this is a unspoken promise we made to each other since the first day we gotta know each other. Love ya! *hugs*"It's More Than Just Words. It's Just Tears And Rain.
3:14 PM
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
Haven't been blogging for quite some time. And the past few days have been rather eventful. So I gotta feeling this's gonna be a long post. So bear with me people.
3 November 2005 - Thursday
Went to Sentosa with Wanmei and Suxian. Jessica, Shih Wen and Liling supposed to go too. But in the end, something cropped up for them. So, there's only the 3 of us left.
We didn't do much over there. Wanmei sat under the shade reading her storybook and eating her oranges. Haha! Suxian tanned with me for a while then went for a walk with Wanmei, leaving me there to tan alone. It feels a little weird to be lying there tanning all by yourself. But it's okay! Cause I kinda got the tan I wanted! Especially my legs! Haha!
As usual, we took loads of photos. Shall upload them when I've "compiled" all of them. Oh yah! There were so many ANs over there that day! Haha! More male ANs than female ANs. Haha!
We left Sentosa at about 2 plus. Wanmei and Suxian left for home. While I went to "tui jiao". The uncle "cheated my feelings". He was like massaging my ankle then asking me to relax. And when I did, he suddenly pulled it! It was like so freaking painful! Although the uncle looked kinda proffesional, and people tell me that he's really good, but until now my ankle is still as swollen as ever! Why?!
Before I continue, there's 2 person I wish to thank. Firstly Suxian. She's so nice. She kept wanting to accompany me to go "tui jiao" no matter how far the place was cause she didn't want me to go alone. She only gave up the idea when I convinced her that I'll get Tepang to go with me. And she even called up her friends to help me find somewhere that I can "tui jiao". So super nice of her. And secondly Tepang who accompanied me there.
5 - 7 November 2005
My sister held a chalet to celebrate her 20th birthday. Felt kinda left out over there cause everyone had a "partner" and I'm like all by myself. So I tried to occupy myself by offering to help them barbeque. And I thought I did a rather good job. Especially the marshmallows. It was like similar to those which Wanmei did during Liling's chalet.
"Wanmei! Are you proud of me?! Haha!"After cake cutting and everything, we played the game "zhong ji mi ma". And the loser had to drink this cup of absolut vodka mixed with either sprite or coke. In addition I still hafta help one of my sister's friend drink if she lost cause she has to drive. So I ended up drinking quite a lot. And most of those which I drank were mixed by my sister and Yongcheng which consisted of a lot of vodka and very coke or sprite.
We all went to Escape the next day. I didn't manage to ride on all the rides due to time constraint. But at least I managed to ride on all the thrilling rides before rushing off to work. And this trip to Escape was definitely more fruitful than the past 2.
It was already 1 plus in the morning when I reach back there from work. Only my mum, sis and Grant were left. Everyone else left due to work or school the next morning. Amazingly, Grant still wasn't asleep when I went back. But my mum and sis were already sleeping like a dead log. So I had to look after him until he fell asleep.
Daddy came to pick us the next morning. Reached home at aroudn 10 and slept all the way till 2.
8 November 2005
Oral Presentation Day. Reached school at 9 although we only had to report at 12 cause my group leader wanted to finalise everything and make sure everything went well. Glad that we actually reach early to check all the stuff. Cause when we went through the slides, one of the video actually couldn't play. Fortunately we could go to the library and download it all over again.
When they dispatched us to our venue we were all like so freaking nervous. Taking every opportunity to memorise and re-memorise our scripts before the accessors came in. But we were considered quite lucky cause our accessors were actually our Maths and Economics teacher! Haha!
We made quite a lot of mistakes during the presentation. Tammie forgotten to mention 2 slides. Most of us kept refering to our script. The clicking of the slides was also too fast. And even though I thought I already memorised my script quite well, I still ended up forgetting a lot.
The Q&A session was okay. All of us could answer the questions. Or I should say at least we all sound as though we were giving the right answer. Cause they actually asked me a question which I totally didn't know the answer. They asked me about the problems encountered during the shooting of the video. But I wasn't even there when they shot the video. I was at Joyce's place editing the slides. But I just crapped my way through.
Whatever the outcome is, I'm quite glad that everything's over! No more Project Work anymore!
Have been working since Wednesday. And will still be working until tomorrow. But work's getting better and better. Cause I'm starting to make more new friends. And I'm getting along quite well with the captains too. Jason keeps singing Jolin's songs whenever he sees me. And Vincent and Joseph actually called me over last night when I was clearing up just to tell me stupid jokes. How dumb can these captains get?! Haha!
I've training in the morning tomorrow! Don't interpret my words wrongly. It's definitely not the exclamation of excitement. Cause I'll be working tonight, turning in only at about 2 or 3. Then I have to wake up at like at 7 tomorrow. Then after training I have to rush home and then go to work again. Oh gosh. I bet I'll be dead tired during training and work tomorrow.
"No matter how many chances I'm gonna give you. History's gonna repeat itself over and over again. We'll hafta go through all these again and again. Cause I don't know what you want. And you don't know what I need. We just cannot see and appreciate what we've done for each other. No point hanging on to something which wouldn't work out. I don't wanna risk hurting you again. As much as I don't wish to get hurt again.From that day which you didn't even turn back and look at me at the bus stop. I know we'll never ever be the same again."I Tried.
4:55 AM
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
Went for training late today. Reached at about 6.15. When I reached, coach asked me to run 10 rounds around the court with Yuzhen, and so we ran. Half way through running, I realised I still had my elastic band under my shirt. So I took it off and threw it at the platform where the flagpoles are. Then after running, I went over to get it back cause I wanted to put it inside my bag. And guess what?! I got the elastic band, jumped off a step, and ta-da! Guess what I've got?! A sprained ankle! Haha! Everything happened so fast that I didn't even know how it happened. And when I know what was going on, my butt was already on the floor, my eyes were already welled up with tears, my ankles is already sprained, and I'm already screaming like mad. Haha! I seriously can't believed it happened! How dumb can I get! Spraining my ankle even before I even started training proper! So obviously, all I could do for the rest of the training was to sit down and watch them play. And to make things worse, they did court work for the entire training! How unfair!
As a reward for my stupidity, I've now got a mini "bao" growing on my ankle. But that's not the worse. The worse part is I'm going Sentosa tomorrow morning and banquet training at night! And and I'm working this Saturday and Sunday! This is seriously bad isn't it. =( Hopefully my "bao" will disappeared before Saturday, so I wouldn't have problem working this Saturday and Sunday. But I think I seriously needa go "tui" my ankle before my "bao" will disappear. Wanted to go just now. But training ended only at 8 plus. And I didn't have a single cent with me too. Can anyone recommend anywhere that I can get my ankle "tui-ed" which is near my place and opens at 8 plus tomorrow? Haha! But it'll be be kinda weird for someone with a wrapped ankle to be walking up and down Sentosa beach huh? Haha! But I'm not gonna give up the plan of going Sentosa just because of a sprained ankle! Nothing's gonna stop me this time! Haha! So let's all keep our fingers crossed that it's not gonna rain tomorrow.
It's a good thing that I still can walk rather normally. Just that I have a bit of difficulty getting up and down the stairs. I usually took like less than 20 seconds to go down the flight of stairs near my bus stop. But just now I probably took about 2-3 minutes. Haha! Oh yah! I can't bend my knees too. Seriously, I don't really see the connection between bending my knees and my sprained ankle. But my ankle hurt like hell everytime I bend my knees. Guess it's because I'm putting too much force on my ankles.
The pain on my ankle is nothing compared to the aching of my heart. But don't worry. I'm getting quite used to it already. I'm getting used to being invisible.I guess I've whined enough about my ankle. Shall stop and talk about some other stuff.
Withness quite 2 "interesting" sights today. Firstly I saw a couple wearing the same shirt today. Nothing unusual. But what make them so interesting was that they were not young couples. Neither were they very old couples. But they are like roughly my parents' age. And they were wearing the mickey mouse shirt sold at Giodarno! So sweet right?! I already hard to imagine my parents wearing the same shirt. Not to say a mickey mouse shirt. Haha! I bet they'll rather hide at home their entire life than to wear a same mickey mouse shirt. Haha!
The second "interesting" sight which I withness today was this woman. She's like any other woman. But what made her really caught my attention was that she was wearing this top with the word "HARD" written across her chest! Wahahaha! You can say that I'm dirty minded! But it's seriously hilarious if you see it with your own eyes! I had to focus my mind on something else to refrain from bursting out loud! Okay. Maybe I'm just easily amused. Haha!
We Just Keep Returning To Where We Started.
3:23 PM
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