Monday, October 31, 2005
"It's so much more than you see. It's so much more than you think you understand. It's so much more than you think you know. Do you know I'm just as lost as you are?At the very least, you can speak up. What about me? I'm not even entitled to do so. And even if I do. The answer I get from you is always the same.You'll never understand. Never."Where's The Guy Of My Dream.
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

look where our fingers are pointing

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cool signboards

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glowing mushrooms

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the girls with the white tiger

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so do i

9:06 PM
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wanmei & suxian love mangosteen

9:05 PM
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tallies

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i got a kiss from the sealion

9:02 PM
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can you spot the difference?

9:01 PM
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glowing wanmei & suxian

9:00 PM
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zoo & us. tepang looks "dislocated" frm us.

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the tallest polar

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the weird polar

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the gloomy polar

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the stiffest polar

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the cutest & shortest polar

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
I had a freaking bad day.
Bad results. Ugly haircut. Spoilt handphone. How can this day get any worse!
Stop making a fool of me will you?!
Don't seems to be able to hold back my tears any longer.
"I'm neglected."Look At This Photograph. Everytime I Do It Makes Me Laugh.
1:21 PM
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Wanted to upload the pictures. But there's some problem. So I'll probably upload it some other time.
Don't feel like going to school tomorrow. Think I'm just gonna skip school. But I doubt mummy will let me stay home. So I guess I'll just skip without her consent. So now I gotta find some place to go. How I wish I had a laptop. Then I'll be able to bring it out and sit at some place to complete my PW.
Every Memory Is Looking Out The Back Door.
2:41 AM
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Monday, October 24, 2005
As mentioned in the earlier post, I went to the Zoo today with Jessica, Suxian, Wanmei, Kenny, Tepang, Auntie (Wanmei's mummy) and Ah Gong (Wanmei's grandpa).
Some credits before I start off. Firstly, thanx to Auntie for fetching us there. Secondly, thanx to Jessica for her 2 free passes which entitles all 8 of us to go in for free. Thirdly, thanx to Tepang for providing all the snacks as well as the mosquito bite cream thingie. Haha! And lastly, thanx for all who were present for making today possible. Haha! Dumb!
We reached about 9. Started off with the Treetop Trail looking at monkeys. Auntie spotted a little monkey carrying a baby monkey in its... erm... pouch? Haha! Don't really know where its keeping its baby. Cause we couldn't really see it properly. But it just looks attached to the bigger monkey. The baby's head also look kinda dislocated cause it's always tilted at this angle. And the best part is it doesn't move at all!
We continued looking at the some of the animals and at 10:30 we went to watch the animal show. I must really say that the animals performing were like really smart! Obviously! But it's really impressive how they can be trained and tamed to such a standard. Oh yah! Before I forgot. This man was asked to compete with the orang utan in the husking of the coconut. And technically, the man was supposed to lose as they wanna let everyone have a taste of the strength of an 8 years old orang utan. Which is like equivalent to the strength of 3 men? Can't really remember. But the funny part actually finish husking the coconut faster than the oran utan! Hahaha!
After the show we continued our journey looking at the other animals. We went into this enclosed area called the Fragile Forest which the tamer (is there such a word?) animals are let loose and free to roam about in the area. One thing I learn from there. Bats are really stupid animals! And why did I say that? As we all know, bats hang upside down on trees. And most of them do not bother to turn over when they pee. And so they end up peeing on their on faces. Haha! So dumb right?! It's like outta 3 bats which peed, only one turned over and escape the fate of peeing in its own face.
We left Zoo at about 1pm without visiting the Reptile Garden, Children's Wonderland as well as the farm animals. I learnt one really interesting fact today. Animals can make really really weird noises! And when they do that, there's this like huge visible air bubble at their throat which looks as though it will burst any time. This was what we withnessed from the Ostrich as well as some of the monkeys today.
Of course we took pictures! Shall upload them after Wanmei and Suxian send me their share of pictures.
How long does an attraction last?
How long will faith hold?
Please don't let it end.
Please don't let it stop.
I can feel it fading.
I think I'm coming down with a bad flu. Argh~!
Wo Men Hai Shi Hui Dao Le Yuan Dian.
11:28 AM
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Saturday, October 22, 2005
My "newest" skin! After another round of editing. Pretty?! I think I'm starting to love my "new" blog!
I thought it's still not really perfect though. The profile part is kinda empty. But I really don't know what I should write or what I should include there. Any suggestions?! But no matter what, I still love my blog!
Okay. Let me touch a little about today. Or should I say yesterday. Haiyah! Whatever it is, it's Friday I'm talking about.
We finally resumed training after what seems like forever. Although we didn't cover much today. But I was like so super duper tired. This is the result you get for not training for such a long time. Haha! Anyway, we had an injury prone training. So many of us fell down and injured ourselves. First me, then Amelia, then Siqi, then Ying Huey. It this trying to show that lack of training cause people to become clusmsy too?! Haha! Okay. I think I'm starting to not make sense!
I'm working tomorrow! Yay! Haha! And I'm going to the Zoo on Sunday! Double yay! I'm so excited! Can't wait!
I made a new discovery today! And that is... I think Tepang's becoming a NERD!! All he cares about now is his studies! And all he do now is to study! Haha! But I guess I should be happy about it huh? Haha!
"My dear boy! Jia you alright?! I'm very sure all your effort's gonna pay off! Your nightmare just gonna last for another month! So hang in there! Jia you! *hugs*" Baby I'm With You. Baby You're With Me.
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
My mood really sucks recently. I don't even know what's wrong. Maybe it's because I'm too freaking bored at home. There's so many places I wanna go! Sentosa, Escape, Zoo, Night Safari, and some other places which I don't seems to be able to think of just yet! There's so many things I wanna do! I wanna go shopping, clubbing, gym, movies and many many more! Can you guys ask me out more often?! Anywhere! Just as long as I get my ass outta this house! -rraaaawwwrrr- Damn! How I wish I get to work more often! It's a good thing training is starting. Gosh! I have a feeling that I'm gonna regret saying this very soon.
I'm overwhelmed by disappointment outta a sudden. Disappointed in myself. As well as the people around me. Crap! What's exactly wrong with me?! Must be the weather!
"My dear Jessica (05S11), cheer up alright! Don't be so upset! Don't be so stressed up! We all know you always put in your best and take pride in whatever you do. Like I've said. It's never possible to satisfy everyone. It's impossible to control how others wanna say and feel either. What really matters is how you look and feel about yourself. *hugs* We all love you! Jia you!" What's Yours Will Always Be. And Whatever Which Isn't Will Never Meant To Be.
11:56 AM
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Monday, October 17, 2005
Today is the second time I failed to head to Sentosa as according to plan. -raaawwwrrr- I'm pissed.
So I stayed at home alone today, like a couch potato, sitting in front of the TV for the entire day, watching vcds and playing game.
Before they are attached, a lot of girls always say that they'll definitely put their friends before their boyfriends after they got attached. But what happens after they get attached is totally the opposite. I admit I'm saying this because I'm seeing quite a number of such cases recently. But this is seriously just a general comment. I'm not pointing my fingers at anyone. I don't have the right to. Cause I used to be one of them.
I'm feeling freaking crapped up today.
There's No Such Thing Called Everlasting Love In This World. What Lasts Forever Is Just The Hurt.
11:14 AM
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
But all these years, the old woman was waiting for the old man to get her her favourite food so that she could share her favourite dish with him while he shared his favourite drumsticks with her.
All I wished for was the both of us to be happy. But like the story. It just seems to be impossible. Wish to share a video clip that I saw during the enrichment course today. It's so super sweet. But I guess it's something that will never happen in real life. At least not in my life.
http://everlicious.tripod.com/marry_me.wmvI Wanna Stick To You.
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
I finally finished my promos! How exciting! Haha! I'm talking as though I just finished my papers. But actually my last paper was on Thursday! Haha! Shouldn't talk about how the papers went. Don't wanna spoil my post exams mood.
Anyway, these 2 days have been really eventful for me! Went Jessica's (Jessica from my class) new condo to stay over, together with Tammie. It's like so cool cause there's only the 3 of us in the entire house and we had the swimming pool all to ourselves the entire morning! But now I'm so super burnt! Went to catch Corpse Bride with Jessica (my lesbian partner) at Causeway Point just now. The show was okay. But the best part of everything is that I had Jessica for company! It has been a really really long time since the both of us met up.
I'm starting work tomorrow! I'm still working as a banquet waitress at Shangri La. Just like last year. But something's different this time round. I'm all alone. Truthfully speaking, I'm really really freaked out. But I know I gotta learn. Whatever it is, pray that I'll have a good day at work tomorrow alright? And I believe I definitely will! :)
"Jia you my girl! I'm sure you can do it! *hugs*"Loads of things have been happening. On the surface I keep pretending that I'm okay. That I couldn't care less. But I realised, although I can lie to the whole world, but I just can't get myself to believe myself. Cause I feel the hurt building up deep down inside me. There's a place that I've been dying to go. Alone. Hopefully I will be able to spare some time to visit that place this few days. "You really don't understand. Do you?" I've Been Waiting So Patiently.
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