Monday, December 31, 2007
BORED!woke up at like 5 plus pm.
i didn't sleep like 17 hours or something!
but i only got home at 6 plus am this morning.
have been waiting for MLBF to call me ever since.
he said he'll do that when he wakes up.
cause we're supposed to go pick our anniversary present together.
but i've yet to hear from him.
and he didn't pick up when i called him either.
so i guess at this un-wake-able state of his.
it's prolly impossible to go out anymore.
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but i dinner together would be just as nice.
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since he'll be starting school tomorrow.
and we'll be back to the meeting-once-a-week routine.
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school will starting in 1 weeks time for me.
7th jan.
am praying super hard that i'm in class a1 instead of a2.
i seriously don't want to be going back to school on saturdays for lessons!
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but i guess i'll prolly still attend the allocated lesson for class a1 even if i end up in a2.
:X
most importantly is that i attend the lesson right?!
hahaha!
got an sms earlier on from lings arranging for dinner today or tomorrow.
guess it prolly wouldnt happen today.
hopefully tomorrow!
seriously haven't seen GIRLFRIENDS in ages.
and i'm definitely not exaggerating.
the last time we met was like in august?!
it's been 4 months already!
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now i know.
i'm ranked in top 3!
:]
Ain't Too Late.
10:59 AM
she writes
Friday, December 28, 2007
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MLBF!"despite knowing that you are...
gay-ish!
monsterous!
and retarded!
or even if you simply love...
bullying me!
and destroying every picture of us which i try to perfection-ize!
I STILL LOVE YOU!
just as much.
no matter what.
have a wonderful birthday baby!
muacks!"
All That I'm Asking For.
4:01 PM
she writes
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
loads of photos i wanna uploadbut the problematic blogger doesn't allow me to.
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the rest of the month is gonna be super eventful for me!
super looking forward!
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1) -20th dec to 23rd dec: taiwan trip!-
SHOPPING!
like finally!
something which i'm seriously deprived of for the past one month!
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2) -24th dec: the shang gang's christmas party!-
proudly organised by chel, ah neo, nana and me!
"my fellow organisers! i'm sorry i won't be able to go marketing with you girls. but i'll make it up by being there earlier on that day to help you girls prepare and do the necessary. :]"
hope the party will be a sucessful one!
:]
3) -24th dec: family christmas celebration!-
it's an annual thing.
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4) -25th dec: baby charlene's birthday celebration!-
will finally get to meet the little cutie pie again!
haven't seen her in ages!
5) -28th dec: MLBF's birthday!-
have yet to plan anything yet.
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so dead!
will be missing the christmas party with GIRLFRIENDS this year.
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cause they'll be having the party while i'm away in taiwan.
"i'm really sorry my dear girls!"
don't think i'll be blogging again until i come back from taiwan.
so i guess i ought to make some advanced birthday dedication first.
-22nd december-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYI!
"happy birthday pretty mummy! can't wait to see you and your precious on the 25th! hope you'll have a wonderful wonderful birthday! loves! :]"
-23rd december-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
"LOVES!"
The Strength To Carry On.
3:01 PM
she writes
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
"just like the grass that you trample beneath your feet.that how you make me feel."
treated like a princess;
pampered, loved and showered with care.
i've long forgotten how it feels like.
there are days where i can simply close my eyes and tell myself it's okay.
but there are times where i'm simply inconsolable.
just like today.
someone-
you love with all your heart and soul.
whom you are willing to do anything and make any sacrifices.
but you will never seems to be able to find a place in his heart.
someone-
who really cares.
and will always be there when you need him.
but have never once told you how he feels.
someone-
rich and good looking.
with a high paying job, car and house.
but only wants you without your emotional attachments.
who will you choose?
i thought i already knew my answer.
but the lack of strength to carry on seems to be making me doubt.
"will you ask me to stay;
if i'm leaving.
will you miss me;
if i'm gone."
i still find myself smeared by tears.
So Much More Than You Know.
3:39 PM
she writes
Saturday, December 01, 2007
| You Are A Blue Girl |
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7:58 AM
she writes
i choose to believe you'll eventually see all that i've done for you.
i choose to believe one day you'll love me as much as i love you.
i choose to believe that i occupy a space deep down in your heart.
call me dumb or silly.
be it self-denial or fantasy.
even if no one believes.
i'm not giving up.
cause i choose to believe.
You'll Always Be My Baby Boy.
7:51 AM
she writes
