Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Happy 17th Birthday Jessica!Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday! Happy Birthday!
Happy Birthday to you!
"Happy birthday my girl! Sorry didn't really plan a proper celebration for you. But hope you enjoy yaself today! And hope ya really like the bag too! May all ya wishes and dreams come true! And hope ya enjoy ya year ahead! I love u! *muackzzZ*"
Haven't really been blogging for a long long time. I mean "serious" blogging. I'm not trying to say that the posts that I've been posting are crap. Haiyah! You know what I mean.
23 August 2005 - Tuesday
Went studying at Lot 1 MacDonalds with Suxian. Didn't really study a lot. But at least I managed to study a bit. Wanmei came to join us later. She came in SAJC uniform!! So jealous! Felt like killing her! =X Haha! Back to the point. It's been so long since the 3 of us met up. Talk about some things going on in our life as well as took some funny pictures. Haha! Shall post them up after I get it from Xiao Xian.
26 August 2005 - Friday
"Xiao xian! Thanx for keeping me company in sch for most of the time that day. Like sitting with me during assembly and talking to me. I really feel so so much better after talking to you! Love ya! *muackZzZ*"
Had inter-house games semi-final. Owens won! 6-5! So we're in the finals now. And we'll be playing against the ah lian's team! Hopefully we'll be able to trash them! Really can't wait to see them lose. Anyway, I was so off form that day. I missed so many shots and passes that day! Nearly cost them to lose. Good thing we still manage to scrape a win! Hopefully we'll all be on form this coming Wednesday and earn Owens a champion throphy! Pray for me!
Had farewell party after the inter-house game. We ordered pizzas. Yuzhen, Ying Huey and me really ate a lot! I think we ate so much more than we paid for! Haha! But who cares! We paid for it anyway! =P Ying Huey, Yuzhen and me were so nonsense that day! We tried to steal the drumlets and pizzas from the rest, tried inducing vomit outta each other and even cleaned our dirty hands on each other! Haha! So nonsense right?! But it was so much fun and laughter! I love my Shortie and Middie! And I know they love me too! Wahahaha!
After the farewell party, we had testimonial match. For those who don't know what's a testimonial match, it's a match whereby the juniors play against the seniors. I played as sucky as I did in the inter-house game. Was so totally off form.
Met Wanmei at the school's bus stop after training. Then we took a bus over to Westmall. Walked around looking for Jessica's present but didn't manage to get anything. So we went to Burger King to sit. We did Economics together! We stayed up until about 1:30. Then we went to lie on the bed to talk. As in she on the bed and me on the mattress! Haha! Don't get the wrong idea. Talked for a while. Don't even know when I fell asleep! Haha!
27 August 2005 - Saturday
We woke up at 11 plus. Ate breakfast that my mummy got us, then watched my mummy bake cake for a while, then Wanmei left.
"Ah mei! Thanx for keeping me company when I really needed someone there. You made me feel so so so much better! Thanx a million! I love ya! *muackzzZ*"
Went to town in the evening to look for Jessica's present. Got her a green and orange Adidas sling bag. Got myself one too. Just that's it's a different colour. Mine is black and pink! It's so nice! Totally love it! Haha! Hope Jessica will love hers too!
28 August 2005 - Sunday
Went swimming with Sis, Zhenhui, Grant and Mummy at Cheverons. Haha! Kinda weird I know. All my Mummy's idea! Don't wanna go into detail! Haha! After swimming for a while, and when I say a while I really mean a while, Daddy came and we went to eat chicken rice at the "restaurant". It's been a long time we sat down and ate as a family. Feels really good!
29 August 2005 - Monday
Went to eat dinner at Swensens with Jessica, Kenny and Tepang just now. We all nearly died of over-eating! We ordered 4 bake rices, 2 ice-creams, and Tepang and me ordered fries too! We also bought Jessica a chocalate ice-cream cake! Jessica suggested cutting the cake into only 4 slices. And so each of us landed up with one-quarter of the cake, which is about 150g! We had to stuff all the cake into our already full stomach! All thanx to Jessica and her great idea! Haha! After finishing the cake, we still had about 1 tall cup of ice-cream! So we ended up having to play "ji ko ba", punishing the loser to eat some of the ice-cream! And we amazingly managed to finish half of the tall cup when all of us were already so full! Although it was so painful having to stuff yourself with food, but there were so much laughter! We all really had so much fun! At least for me. And we really made a mess of the whole table! Haha!
After dinner, we went over to Ten Mile Junction for a walk to help us digest. Then we walked all the way from Ten Mile back to somewhere near Jessica's place so that Tepang and me could take a bus. On the way, Jessica and me talked so much about the stuff which happened back in secondary 2 as well as some of our classmates. Joon Kiat, Jiawei, Desley and Ser Chuan. We even sang out Jiawei's obscene song! Haha! It was so damn funny that we laughed so hard! Haha! Totally love hanging out with them! There's just not a single moment of rest!
"Xiaoli! Jessica! Tammie! Don't be so stressed up! Jia you jia you! I know exactly how you guys feel. But think about it, it's just gonna be about 1 to 2 months more and we'll all be free! Let's try to put in our 100% for this few months and get over and done with! Jia you! I'm sure we'll be able to make it! The 4 of us will walk through this together! *hugs*"
"And my boy. I know you totally hate studying. But no choice. This year is really really important to you. So try to hang in there alright? Let's work hard and jia you together! I'll be here to walk through it with you too! *muackZz*"
I Promise.
1:58 PM
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Friday, August 26, 2005
How did it all happened?I never ever expect things to turn out this way.
"Dear Lord, I pray for you to watch over the both of us during this period of time. Bless the both of us with a clear mind for us to think through everything thoroughly, weigh the importance in our life and eventually come to a rightful decision. Let us not be overruled by our emotions and feelings but follow our mind for once.
Dear Lord, I also pray that you watch over both the inter-house game and the testimonial match that I'll be playing tomorrow. Bless me with self-control so that I'll be able to put all my emotions behind me and let nothing affect my performance.
I leave the rest of the days in your hands.
In Jesus name I pray. Amen."
The One Of The Most Importance To You. Is The Only One Who Will Cut You Real Deep.
2:11 PM
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
Confined in darkness.I need a hero.
Save me.
Get me outta here.
But who's my hero?
I Can't Find The Right Words To Say.
11:06 AM
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Monday, August 22, 2005
This week has been a hectic week for me. Tests, extra lessons, trainings, assignments, and extra activities. Have been returning home late from school for almost everyday. So glad that the week is finally over. But I guess next week wouldn't be any better. more tests, more extra lessons, more assignments, and more trainings. Sigh. I seriously wish this kinda life will be over in a blink of an eye. Anyway, should highlight on some interesting stuff that happened this week.Friday - 19 August 2005
While waiting for our cca(s) to start, Jessica and me were eating lunch in the canteen after school. And Auntie Moley began screaming at this group of guys who refuse to clear their cups and return their plates. I believe that for those who study in PJC will definitely know who is Auntie Moley. But for those who don't, she's just an auntie who cleans the canteen tables and screams at students who dirty the tables and don't clear their drinks and plates. So, as I mentioned earlier, she was screaming at this group of guys. When Jessica and me finished our food, I went to return our plates to the row of "containers" at the side of the canteen where you hafta lift up the lid and place you plate inside. So I lifted up the lid, put all the plates inside. And when I was about to close the lid, it slipped off from my grip and slammed shut super duper loudly. The whole canteen went quiet, including Auntie Moley who was still screaming at the guys, and everyone turned to look at me. It was so super embarassing! But that's not the worse. The class which the group of guys belongs to start to applause! And Auntie Moley thought I did it on purpose! Cause she slammed the lid of the "container" when she returned the plates later on! So oh my gosh! >.<
Saturday - 20 August 2005
Went to school for inter-house games. I participated in netball. Was in the same team as Alana, Sook Ching, Dorcas, Reina, Michelle and Evenlyn. They were all good players. So our team manage to win all the 3 games that we played. Another game was postponed to next Wednesday due to bad weather and time constraint. And if we managed to win the game on next Wednesday, we'll be off to the semi-final! Cheers to Owens 1! Can't wait to get into the semis and play against Polo 3! So wanna get rid of that stupid, freaking irritating, bitchy and cheater ah lian! Raaawwrrr~! People who were there yesterday will know what I mean. Everyone is like so freaking pissed off with her! It's such a shame to have her as my cca teacher-in-charge! Raaawwrrr~!
Anyway, I think my class girls really put up a good fight against the other teams. So proud of them! And Xiaoli too! Although she lost, but I believe she did her best! Cheers to 05S11! =D
Went to Jurong Point to watch The Maid with Tepang in the evening. The show was okay. Kinda scary. And better than I expected. But I'm really glad it's not that kinda horror movie which will still haunt you after the movie. On the bus journey home, Tepang and me saw this really adorable baby boy! He's so super duper cute! So active and playful! The best part is he waved bye bye to me when we were alighting! So sweet right?! Totally made my day! Haha! I realise babies who I meet on the bus are always so sweet! Never fails to make my day!
My boy fell when he was buying lunch for me. Ouch! So silly! But so sweet! I'm really very touched! "Thanx! *huggies*"
Take My Hand. And Hold On Tight.
2:46 PM
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
and it'll always be.
1:29 PM
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just the 2 of us.
1:24 PM
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i told you he don't have an idea what he's doing. haha!
1:22 PM
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he don't have an idea what he's doing.
1:21 PM
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caught unprepared.
1:20 PM
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satisfied.
1:19 PM
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the remains.
1:18 PM
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our dessert.
1:17 PM
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spot the difference. haha!
1:16 PM
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dinner at Swensens.
1:15 PM
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cake cutting ceremony. excited expression? no idea. haha!
1:14 PM
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blowing of candle together with Grant.
1:13 PM
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the big kiddo.
1:12 PM
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my present to him.
1:11 PM
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his cake. my creation.
1:10 PM
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Happy Birthday Tepang!Happy Birthday Kenny!
Happy Birthday Kokann!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to all of you!
Happy birhtday to you!
"May all of your dreams and wishes come true! Have a great birthday! And also a great year ahead!"
1:25 AM
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
Went to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory after school on Friday at Causeway Point with Tammie, Jessica and Xiaoli. The show was alright. Not as nice as I expected. I thought it was too fairytale-ish. But some part of the show was really dumb and funny. And the Willy Wonka is so freaky at times.Was really pissed off during the show! All thanks to this 2 JJC girls sitting beside me! No offence ling. Or any JJC people who reads my blog. They were really freaking noisy! Making loads of comments and laughing at all the wrong time throughout the show! Felt like slapping them! Raawwwrrr!
Still feeling very sick! Hai. So sick of feeling sick! Wish I could stop feeling sick! Haha! What the!
Seems like I'm not the only one who's feeling sick. There're like loads of people who are just as sick. Like Jessica, Tepang and Yaorong. Hopefully they'll all be able to get well soon! And to all the people who are not sick. Take good care of yourselves!
To Nadalala: "Cheer up! Life goes on! I love you! *hugs*"
You Don't Even Notice Me.
4:26 PM
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Jessica and me.
Ling the destroyer! It happens all the time. Haha!
Wanmei and Xiao Xian. Together with my hand! Haha! And look! Wanmei's clutching on to her handphone!
Serious gaming in progress.
Xiao Xian and me.
All of us.
Only the girls.
The 5 of us.
2:59 PM
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Pretty pictures of the firework display
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2:57 PM
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
I'm having a super long National Day holiday! Or you should say it was more like a break! Haha! Since last Friday till today! Almost a week! Was supposed to return to school today. But it so happened that I fell sick! If only I can not go to school tomorrow! Haha! Fat hope!I had a great National Day!
Met Jessica in the morning in town. It has been ages since I went out with her. I mean like just the 2 of us. Walked around. Looked for the things we were looking for. And got the things we wanted to get. In addition, I got a water red Nike water bottle too! To be truthful, I don't really like it a lot. I was just desperate to get a new bottle that's all. But it isn't that bad afterall. We also saw many "interesting" things that day! Like the big big bottle outside Tangs while you can actually walk into it. As well as withness the process of a man falling down at KFC! Wahahaha! =X
I also a few things that I wanna get! I saw a pair of slipper lined with sequences! So pretty! And quite cheap too! And there's also this new Nike sling bag which cost about $89. I also saw a very nice white Adidas sweater in the Adidas shop at City Link! I'm getting that if I cannot find the brown one that I wanted.
We met Wanmei, Suxian, Liling, Shih Wen, Kenny, Tepang Kok Ann, Kenton and Aloy later in the evening. Everyone was so patriotic to the country except Wanmei, Shih Wen, Kenton and me. There were all dressed in either red or white! But Suxian was the most patriotic of all! She was dressed in a red top and a white skirt! Haha! =X
We went for dinner at the Marche at Suntec. I ate a lot! But paid lesser than what I ate! Cause Teapng and me didn't use the cards "accordingly". So I told him we just pick any of the 2 cards and pay for whatever that is charged in that card. But when I found out that more things were charged in the card that I picked, I swooped cards with him by force. So he ended up paying for most of what I eat! =X Evil me!
We stayed there about 2 hours. As usual. We took loads of photos, joke around and laughed so loudly as if we owned the place! =X Shall upload the photos when I've gathered them. Wanmei was like so busy sms-ing someone throughout the dinner! Haha! =X
After dinner we went over to Esplanade to watch fireworks! It was really really packed over there. We were only at City Link when we saw the crowd that was heading there. But despite of the crowd, we still managed to get a really good view of the fireworks display. All thanx to Kenny and Jessica! There were like fireworks on both our right and left side! And it's so super pretty! Hopefully I'll be able to upload the pictures of the fireworks too!
We walked over to "Old Market" after the fireworks was over to get a drink as well as something to eat. And headed for home after that. Wanmei had to go over to City Hall to meet her parents. So she took the MRT heading towards Pasir Ris while the rest of us took the one heading towards Boon Lay. We crapped so much on the MRT. Talked about "green tea", "bullet", "birdie", Tepang's cousin as well as Kenny's "secret"! Wahaha!
It's always good to be able to be out with all of them! The day is always filled with so much laughter and joy! "Love you guys! *hugs*"
Because Of You.
6:37 AM
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Monday, August 08, 2005
The past few days was so eventful! Hmmm. Not exactly actually! Haha! But at least it was so much more eventful than normal days.Friday - 5 August 2005
Was supposed to meet Tammie at 4 at Bugis MRT station. I was late. But guess what! She was even later! Haha! She only reach at 4:45 or even later! Haha!
We went over to Bugis Village to get her jeans changed and altered. I learnt something while I was there. If you ever need to cross the road between Bugis Junction and Bugis Village. Wait for the green man to appear before you cross. Please don't try something amusing like jaywalking right under the nose of the policemen. Haha! Because that was what happened. People jaywalked across the road when there was policemen stationed there. And their particulars were taken down.
We left Bugis for Orchard. We walked around and had dinner there. At the end of the day, Tammie bought a Roxy surf shorts for $60 and a earrings for $10. And I bought nothing. See! It proves that I have great determination! I said that I was only going window shopping! And I lived up to what I say! Haha! But the truth was that I almost gave in. It just happened that they didn't have the design I wanted, or that it wasn't of the right size. Haha!
Saturday - 6 August 2005
I was a nice girl! I helped my neighbour fixed her computer! Great sense of achievement! But to pay for it, Tepang and me missed the movie which was at 7:10. So we had to catch the one which was at 9:30. We watched the Weddisng Crashers, a romance comedy! It was a really great show! Funny and dumb!
Sunday - 7 August 2005
Met Wanmei at Jurong Entertainment Centre to study. Only managed to complete a bit of Maths before we got so restless. So we packed up at about 4 went over to the interchange to help her get her surveys done. Met Siong Chye while I was doing the survey. He was with a girl! *grin* Whom I supposed was his girlfriend. Quite pretty and sweet looking. Very fair.
We left for Jurong Point after walking around the interchange for about 2 hours. Wanmei treated me to the iced chocolate at McCafe as a "token of appreciation". Haha! But we felt kinda cheated, cause it tasted like the normal chocolate fresh milk. We began to get so tired that we started to stone. So we got up and walked around. Tepang joined us after a while. And we had dinner together at this place that I've never eaten at. All our food look super appealling except for Wanmei's. Which looked so different from the picture they displayed. Haha!
There was nothing much we could do after dinner. It was still rather early. So Tepang and me sent Wanmei home. When we were waiting for the bus at the interchange, Wanmei actually ask this couple beind us to fill in her survey for her. But before they could complete, our bus came! And she actually got the survey back from them and said "Sorry! My bus is here!". Haha! So lame!
Despite opur tiredness, we were like so hyper on the bus! We took loads of photos as if it was our first time taking the bus! We even did Grant's and Wanmei's dad favourite pose! Haha!
Monday - 8 August 2005
I skipped school today. It's just celebrations anyway. Didn't think that it was worth my time. Hahaha!
Will You Remember.
4:36 AM
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Friday, August 05, 2005
Met rock just now. He passed me the White Chicks vcd as well as a discman. Feel so guilty. Firstly, he came all the way to my block downstairs just to pass me these stuff. Secondly, I made he wait for I don't know how long cause I was sleeping when he reached. Lastly, he's having a test tomorrow and he haven't studied yet. "So sorry rock! And thanx a million! It's great to have a friend like you! *hugs*"Talking about great friends. I think I really hafta thanx God for blessing me with wonderful friends. Xiao xian gave me a packet of Skittles yesterday which came with a little note. "Thanx a lot xian! It means so much to me! Love ya so much! *muackz*"
Got to know my progress report results today. I got A for Maths, O for Chemistry, D for Economics and C6 for General Paper. What sucky results! So disappointed with myself. Sigh. I'm never gonna get promoted at this rate. Crap!
Tomorrow's training is cancelled. Doesn't make a difference, cause I was planning to skip training anyway. Will be going to town with Tammie. She'll be doing shopping and I'll be doing window shopping.
I keep telling myself that nothing's wrong with my life. The earth's still spinning like it has always been. I still have 24 hours a day just like always. But I'm so sick of pretending. It's so hard to pretend that I'm okay when deep down inside I feel like crying. How many times do I have to fight back the tears that reach my eyes cause I'm afraid that I'll burst out crying in front of all everyone. But no matter what. I'll be fine. Hopefully. I'll just try to keep myself really occupied so that I wouldn't think about it.
98 degrees - The Hardest Thing
We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And baby it's killing me, it's killing you B
oth of us trying to be strong
I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
Someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that
Chorus:
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my hearts not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you
I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind
Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know
There can be no happy ending
Chorus
Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay
(Ooh)
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that
Chorus
I don't want to live a lie
What can I do
The Hardest Thing.
12:06 PM
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
I'm dedicating this song to a very special friend.Same Side Of The Moon
I'm looking out the window
Where we sat to watch the stars
There's a chill within the air
It makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away
But as I kneel to pray
I see the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all the tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I picture you across the ocean
In your corner of the world
I pray the wind will blow my voice
And gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day
And though the seasons change
It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all the tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
"Now that we're no longer studying in the same environment and we've both met new friends, as well as have own commitments. I feel a gap building up between us. I feel so far away from you. I miss you. But I choose to believe, as stated in the lyrics, 'though the seasons change, you may be miles away, time and space can't come between me and you'. Hopefully it's true."
We're Both Looking On The Same Side Of The Moon.
12:56 PM
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