Saturday, September 24, 2005
Finally found some time to sit down in front of the computer and type my time away. I sound as though I've been studying really hard that I don't even have the time to come online and blog. But the sad thing is that I haven't. To think about it I think I haven't really started preparing for my promos. And the worse is my promos starts next Wednesday! How dead! Haiyah. Don't wanna spoil my blogging mood. I shall start worrying about promos after I finish blogging.
There's one thing that I've been dying to blog about for some time. It's like the driving force that made me come online. Otherwise I wouldn't even have thought of switching on the computer. Damn lazy! Haha!
And what I've been dying to blog about is my re-encounter with that jerk...
"You're seriously such a jerk! I'm so damn disgusted with you! It's a good thing that I met you that day, if not I'll probably never have found out what a jerk you turned out to be. I'll probably still be guilty for initiating our break up. And I'll probably still be shouldering the blame from everyone for being a heartless bitch. But right from the start you were the scandalous jerk. It isn't really my problem which girl you fancy now. You think I give a damn?! Sorry to disappoint you, but I don't! What I'm pissed about right now is the fact that you cheated on me for almost a year! You were physically with me but yet your heart and mind was stuck on some other girl somewhere else. I wasted my tears, my time and my feelings on you. How dumb! And the worse is that you actually still pretended that you are all upset over the break up and that you still fancy me, miss me and stuff. But I bet you're happier than anyone else on this living world because you're finally free to go after her! You just wanted to pretend to be pitiful and gain sympathy from everyone! And amazingly, you succeeded! Everyone thinks that I'm a heartless bitch! How does it feels to you?! I bet it feels good huh?! You really disgust me!I wish you'll never get her in a hundred thousand years! Not even your next life! If you think I'm saying this because I'm jealous! Dream on! I'm just saying this because she's my friend. And I really don't want her to have a scandalous jerk like you as her boyfriend. I'm not stating your name here because I don't wanna embarass you in front of everyone. But I guess everyone who really knows me will know it's you I'm talking about. It's definitely not because I'm afraid that you'll find out that it's you that I'm talking about that's why I'm not stating your name. In fact, I want you to know that this scandalous jerk I'm talking about is you. I want you to know how much you disgust me! And how much I hate you! From this moment on, we're not even friends anymore! So get the fuck outta my life jerk!"This feels so damn good! Haha!
I'm all alone at home. Shall take this peaceful environment to study as much as I can.
Good luck to everyone taking promos!
"Study hard! Don't be too stressed up! It'll all be over soon! *hugs*""And to my dearest Jessica. I really miss you like crazy! Haven't seen you for ages! You better reserve a free slot for us to meet up after my promos! But meanwhile, don't miss me too much okay? =X Cause there's still two long weeks to go before you'll be able to see me! Wahahaha! But there's always these technologies called the telephone and the handphone. So feel free to call me or sms me alright? I love you girl! *muackZz*"Your Promises Looks To Me Like An Empty Shell.
11:25 AM
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Thursday, September 15, 2005
My sister had a miscarriage.
She's crying in the next room.
It really hurts to see her cry.
I wish I could do something for her.
But what.
I guess none of us will really feel the kinda pain she's going through.
Not even close.
"Dear Lord in heaven, I pray that you look upon my sister. Bless her with a heart of acceptance so that she'll be able to accept the fact and get over it soon. Amen."All That I Wish For.
10:26 AM
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
I did the most "zhuo bo" (translation: do nothing) CIP in my life yesterday! But it's like super cool! All Ying Huey and me had to do was to stay at Toa Payoh Sports Hall for the entire day to watch 3 games of the 6th Asian Netball League and occasionally go into the office to pretend that we're helping out. And the best part is, we got loads of free stuff for doing nothing. We got a free t-shirt, free MacDonalds' lunch, a "worker's" pass that entitles us to go watch the rest of the games of the league for free and loads of CIP hours for doing absolutely nothing! Haha! But to think of it, we actually contributed! We contributed our voices! We cheered for Singapore during their game against Malaysia! Right Ying Huey?! Haha!
The first game we watched was Sri Lanka vs Thailand. Sri Lanka won. But I think Thailand put up a really really good fight. There is this player from Sri Lanka who is 2.08m tall! And mind you, the player's a she and not a he. Can you imagine how super freaky is that?! Ying Huey went gugugaga over this player from Thailand! She thinks the girl is really cute! I admit she's quite cute. But in a rather boyish way. Ying Huey even went to take a picture with her! And we're going to Toa Payoh tomorrow to watch the Singapore vs Thailand's match just because she wants to see her cute Thai player again. She how crazy can she gets! And to add that it's over a girl and not a guy! But don't worry! She's super straight! Haha!
The second game was Maldives vs India. I spent almost three quarter of the match talking to the rest. But I know Maldives won. And the girl who played C was really good, really cool, and really pretty.
The third match was Singapore vs Malaysia. It's like the most exciting match of the entire league! I totally cheered my head off for Singapore! Fortunately my efforts paid off cause Singapore won! Yeah! Cheers! But personally I felt that Singapore didn't really win on their own abilities. Cause like half the team is made up of foreign talents! There're like 2 girls from China and about 2-3 caucasians. Although not all of them are playing as the main 7. Only 1 China girl and 2 caucasians are in the main 7, but I still feel that if they call themselves Team Singapore, it should be made up of pure Singaporeans. Just like the teams from all the other countries. Anyway, if I'm not wrong they'll be playing against Sri Lanka in the finals. But I believe Singapore will win. Actually there's nothing much to fear about Sri Lanka except the 2.08m tall player. Cause she's really good at nothing else except catching high balls and shooting. She too slow in anything else. Guess it's because she's too tall! Haha! See! It's not good to be too tall! So I wish that I'll stop growing!
After the game, Ying Huey and me went to Toa Payoh central to have have dinner at KFC. Then we took a train back. Talked a lot on the journey back. Gotta know her so much better.
As for today, Tepang and me met my mum, dad and Granty at IMM. We ate Burger King for lunch then went into Giant to get some stuff. Granty is like so super cute. Once we're in Giant, he asked me to bring him to go look at the fishes. He ask to see the crabs next, and then the big fishes. And after all this, he asked me to buy him hotdogs! Haha! It's like he knows the place so well that he knows what they have over there! Haha! So super smart!
Tepang and me went to Jurong East library to study in the afternoon. It was like so crowded that we didn't manage to get a table at first. Good thing we met Charlotte. Charlotte's a touch rugger at PJC which I only gotta know during the game against Polo 3. And she's also an ex school mate of Tepang. So coincident. She's like so super nice! She know Tepang and me were looking for a table, and she went around the library looking for us when she and her sister was about to leave to let us have their table. So super nice! Met Ying Huey who was doing CIP there when we were leaving. Haha! She's such a community invovled girl! Wahahaha!
We went to watch Herbie Fully Loaded at Westmall. It was quite a good show. Oh yah! Anyway, The Longest Yard is a really great show too!
Before I finish, there's one good news that I really wanna share! My sister is pregnant again! Haha! So cool right! I'm gonna be an aunt again! Haha! But I'll make sure I still love Grant as much when the new baby arrives! I'm sure Wanmei will understand what I mean.
"Dear Lord in heaven. May you look upon my dear sister and the little baby she's expecting. Amen."Make It Last. Always.
11:47 AM
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
My mood totally totally sucks today.
Firstly, before my day officially start, I saw this girl from 05S09 carrying exactly the same bag as me! Yes! I'm taking about my new Adidas bag! Yes! The black and pink one! Bitch! I hate her! She's such a copycat! I carried it first! Bitch! Bitch! Bitch! Bitch! Bitch! Bitch! Bitch! Bitch! I hate her! -raawwwrrr-
I know I'm being mean here. But I don't really give a damn. That bitch deserves it. Who ask her to carry the exact same bag as me. That's just too bad. And if you don't like what you're seeing. Then get lost. Cause this is my blog.
The don't really feel like mentioning the second thing that caused my mood to suck today. What more can I say.
CIP tomorrow. Not in the mood to go into detail what kinda CIP I'll be doing. But it's from 1pm all the way to about 10pm. Crap! I wonder what the kinda crap we'll be doing for 9 whole hours.
Sigh. Whatever it is. Guess it's time I gather myself back and start studying.
Stay Off. I Bite.
11:38 AM
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Saturday, September 03, 2005
Have been feeling so lazy to blog this few days. =X But actually all I really want to blog about is the things that happened on Wednesday.
31st August 2005 - Wednesday
Owens won! Yeah! We won! We are the champions! Not the overall house champion though, just for netball. But I'm happy enough! Cause we beat the ah lian's team! Yeah! We beat Polo 3! 8-2! You guys should have saw the look on that ah lian's face! Haha! She looks as though her nerves were going to burst! Wahahahaha! So super satisfied! Three cheers to Owens!
I've got loads of people I wanna thank for making this game possible. Haha! I sounds as though I'm making some speech after receiving an award. But it's true! I believe Owens wouldn't have won without these people!
Thanks to the Owens' team players. Reina, Bi Wen, Evelyn, Alana, Dorcas, Sook hing and Michelle. They really put in their best and fought hard every match. "You
guys played so well that day! I'm so proud of all of you! *hugs*"Thanks to Xiao Xian and Doreen who stayed on and support me. They were really supportive throughout the entire game. Cheering me on and feeling nervous for me too! They even changed sides when I changed sides too! So super nice of them!
"Thanks a lot! *hugs*"Thanks to Shortie and Middie, which is Ying Huey and Yuzhen respectively. They were there cheering me on all throughout the match. And they really shared my joy when we won!
"Thanks a lot girls! *hugs*"Thanks the 05S11 peeps. Especially the girls who stayed and cheer for me throughout the match. "
Thanks a lot people!"Thanks to all the netballers who were supporting me and feeling as nervous as I am.
"Thanks a lot girls"Thanks to everyone who cheered for Owens that day. Everyone that I know and don't.
"Thanks a lot!"Thanks to Tepang and Tammie for sms-ing me and wishing me luck. Like Tammie said, although they are not physically there, but I should know that
they're mentally with me! Haha! Tammie's logic! But whatever it is, I really wanna say. "
Thanks a lot! *hugs*"Thanks to Wanmei for tagging to wish me luck.
"Thanks a lot ah mei! *hugs*"The teachers' day concert was okay that day. Mostly bands. But outta all the bands, I personally prefer the band who sang "wake me up when september ends". It's like so super nice! But still, I felt that Shao Wei, Eddie and the other choir boys put up the best performance among all! It was not only nice, but cute, funny and so cool!
After the celebration in PJC, Xiao Xian, Doreen and me took a cab back to BP. We were dismissed so late that despite the fact that we took a cab, the school was like almost empty when we reached. The only people from our class that we met were Eisha, Nana, Yeu Yeu and Zhen Zhen. And the only teachers we managed to see were Mr Kuek and Ms Lee. And Mr Kuek is like so super nice! He actually waited for us to come back! So touched! *hugs*
Left the school for Lot 1 with Zhen Zhen, Yeu Yeu, Xiao Xian and Doreen. we went to the food court to eat and talk. Then we went to walk around, but there was nothing to walk. So we went to MacDonalds to eat and talk again. We loads of stuff. The weird people of our class, "ji yan", which I still got no idea what it is, and many many more. All the way until 4 plus, or was it 5?! Haha! There's just like so much to talk about.
"It's really good to be able to see you guys and catch up with ya life again. Especially Yeu Yeu and Zhen Zhen. Study hard alright?! Promos just around the corner! *hugs* Take care too! Oh yah! And Nadalalala! We miss you! *hugs*"2nd September 2005 - Friday
Didn't go to school. Was feeling really giddy in the morning. Tammie was the "only one" who went to school, and so she signed out.
"Sorry girl! Should have told you I wasn't going. But I didn't know Jessica and Xiaoli didn't go too! So sorry!" Tammie told me that 8 people were absent. So dead! I don't have a mc. Was so lazy to go to a doctor. I bet Mrs Tay's gonna be so pissed.
Obviously I didn't turn up for training too and Shortie was all alone.
"Sorry girl! Hope everything went fine! *hugs*"I Had A Bad Dream.
4:04 PM
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