Thursday, August 30, 2007
i've gotten all the answers that i wanted.now i know;
he have really moved on.
and he prefers the way his life is now.
i should be happy for him.
and i will.
it's time for me to move on too.
for real this time.
Searching For A Place To Hide.
5:14 PM
she writes
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
was supposed to meet the girls for ob group project at 10 at bugis.but i only manage to reach there at 11 plus.
too tired to get up at 8.
and plus the weather was like so ideal for sleeping.
i only manage to drag myself outta bed at 915.
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waifong and me managed to finish question 2 of the case study.
but still.
it's prettay worrying.
cause the project's like due next week.
and i don't think we're even half completed yet.
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waifong-
"i'm glad you enjoyed yourself and had fun! i'm so happy for you! loves!"
some random pictures taken at nlb.
-i never knew entrepreneurs eat ben!
-we were bored!
met girlfriends in the evening for dinner at new york new york.
pre-celebration of bestie's birthday!
lings managed to meet us too!
she skipped her cca!
:))
the food there was quite good.
worth going back.
and i had fun making my own candy floss!
so much fun!
make me feel like a kid all over again!
:))
there's still room for improvement for their service.
but they sang bestie a birthday song when they delivered the cake!
so cute!
hahaha!
-xiao xian and ah mei!
-7 years of friendship! and still counting! :))
-we all had a good laugh at this picture!
-wen and lings! with oreo cheese cake in their mouth!
-spoilt brat ah mei!
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY BESTIE!
"it's finally your turn to turn 19! you're like the last among us! i'm really sorry i chose a place that you don't really like for dinner. :(( but i still hope you enjoyed yourself! i think if lings didn't bring it up today. i wouldn't have notice that we have actually been friends for 7 years already! :)) that sounds so long. though it doesn't seems that long. i'll never forgot the days where we stuck together like siamese! when don't know how many people suspected we were lesbians! there was even this one occasion when i kissed you in public and freaked terry out! OMG! it's so hilarious just thinking back! hahahahahahaha! of course we had our bad times as well. being all upset at each other because of guys! it's not exactly us. maybe just me. haha! but i was still young, childish and naive back then alright?! hahahaha! now that we're all grown up, changed and heading towards different directions. i know that it's prettay hard to find time for one another. but i still hope that our friendship will always remain the same! or ever growing but never fading! and i just wanna take this chance to tell you. i'm really glad that i have a bestie like you! someone who i know will always be my pillar of support, my shelter and my listening ear! thanks a million bestie! for all these years of friendship and everything else! i love you!"
even the captions on the walls of new york new york thinks this way.
what more can i say?
haha!
Running Outta Time.
3:00 PM
she writes
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
finally watched bourne ultimatum today!with waifong, nadirah, the-boy-who-jumped-outta-the-comic (new nick!), king of wormy, OB king and MH.
haha!
the show was prettay exciting!
though i fell asleep during some parts of the show cause i was like freakin tired!
but all i can say is that jason bourne is seriously like a cockroach!
no matter how much you try to kill him!
he just wouldn't die!
haha!
very bad analogy i know.
went to nlb to do ob group project before the movie.
everything went prettay well until we started getting a little tired and restless.
then all the disagreement, rubbish and random stuff starts coming out.
haha!
meeting up for ob group project again tomorrow.
dread!
cause i gotta get up at 8am!
:((
but at least i'll be meeting girlfriends for dinner tomorrow!
something for me to look forward to!
hopefully lings will be able to join us!
rachel checked out the modelling thing for me already.
and now i'm supposed to like send my statistics, height, weight, size and a recent photo of myself to them.
i'm seriously worried they won't even wanna call me up for interview after they look at the details!
OMG.
i'm damn nervous can!
i really hope everything will go very smoothly!
but no matter what it turns out to be.
i think i really needa thank rachel for her help.
so to ah chel chel-
"thanks a lot! sorry to cause you so much trouble!"
now it gives me a reason to diet even harder!
in addition to the no breakfast and lunch rule.
i think i needa add the no dinner rule.
prolly just biscuits or bread.
though i hate bread.
but for the time being.
shall just bear with it.
it's for the sake of a prettier tomorrow!
literally!
haha!
happy dieting to myself!
:))
The Feelings Inside.
2:59 PM
she writes
Monday, August 27, 2007
today is a bad day!i was late for work!
it's only like my fourth day?!
and i've already changed my schedule twice.
and now i'm late for work!
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very bad impression!
definitely!
ate dinner with wee aik after work.
he told me that there's a bit of talking going on.
i'm involved.
but i'm totally okay about it.
i mean i've always known that people have their mouth plastered to their face.
so nothing you can do to stop them from talking.
but the thing is there's someone else involved too.
that's where my concern comes in.
i seriously don't know how he'll feel about it.
don't wanna be "ruining" things for him.
all i can do now is to hope that talking wouldn't start in school.
cause neither do i want all these talkings to ruin "things between us".
Way Too Fine.
1:48 PM
she writes
Sunday, August 26, 2007
watched evan almighty today.it's seriously FUNNY!
non-stop laughter throughout the show!
i laughed till my stomach hurts!
and ben the gong gong was laughing really really hard as well!
but our laughter was nothing as compared to this guy sitting some distance away from us.
his laughter totally rang through the whole cinema!
and his own friend actually had to tell him "tiam la!".
hahaha!
i'll seriously recommend you to watch this if you had a prettay hectic week.
you prolly just laugh all your stress and trouble away.
one movie down!
but many many more to go!
-the bourne ultimatum
-hairspray
-balls of fury
-license to wed
-ratatouille
-i now pronounce you chuck and larry
if nothing goes wrong i'll be watching the bourne ultimatum on monday!
finally!
but still so many more to catch!
so if you interested to watch any of these!
please please date me!
in the past.
i will usually watch all the movies i wanted to catch on the week that they're released.
but now...
i actually asking people to date me out for a movie.
and dating someone out to watch a movie with me.
i feel pathetic.
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"he doesn't love you anymore!
he doesn't love you anymore!
he doesn't love you anymore!
he doesn't love you anymore!
he doesn't love you anymore!
so wake up will you?!
stop holding on to your stupid hopes!
why take him as your priority when you're just an option to him?!"
but i really don't wanna let go...
Priceless Work Of Art.
2:59 PM
she writes
Saturday, August 25, 2007
decided not to go for the bash.partly is because waifong and nadirah are both not going.
and partly is because i'm really really broke.
but the major reason is because...
secret!
hahahaha!
but i seriously think i ought to apologise to 2 people!
1) alison-
"my pageant queen! i'm really really sorry i can't be there to support you! but i'm sure you'll still be crowned bash queen without my one vote! cause i know you can do it! have confidence in yourself kay?! please don't tell me all you want is just to be awarded ms personality! cause i know that's definitely not true! so you must really jia you jia you okay?! love ya!"
2) andy the evil king wormy! i know he would never get to read this. so i don't hafta leave him a message. but still. i feel damn bad for pestering him to go then in the end 'put his aeroplane'. so...
"i'm terribly sorry wormy!"
rachel's currently working for this event company as something like an event coordinator.
and she told me that the company actually do hire models to do like fashion shows for the events.
so i asked her to help me to get more details!
:))
i'm terribly sorry if i caused any of you to throw up ya dinner or whatever you just ate.
but modelling has always been something i wanted to experience.
and i think it's high time i start living my dreams!
although i know this company is not like a professional or well-known modelling agencies like looque or upfront.
but well.
i'll just take it as a stepping stone.
who knows i may be able to meet people from big modelling agencies during one of the shows one day!
i know it's still prettay early to be dreaming!
hahahaha!
or maybe who knows.
i'm not even cut out for modelling!
but all these.
i'll never find out unless i give it a shot!
so i seriously hope i'll be given this chance!
pray for me!
"if you really bother.
you'll find out that what i want is really simple.
just like any other girls.
the strong front on the outside.
i don't have a choice.
it's the only way to bring the risk of being hurt to the minimum.
have you ever really understand this side of me?"
The Hardest; Getting Inside.
12:36 PM
she writes
Friday, August 24, 2007
happy 19th birthdaymiss joanne neo!
"happy birthday to you! happy birthday to you! happy birthday to ah neo! happy birthday to you! finally one year older le! slow poke! i already like so sian of being 19 le lo! haha! okay. firstly. i'll like to apologise! cause i know you don't really like the pressie me and chel bought you. i could tell from your expression yesterday! so so sorry! we really wanted to buy you a braun buffel wallet! but it's too beyond our budget le. then we wanted to buy candles but hilman bought le. :\ so sorry! but i still hope you enjoyed the dinner! although it's me and chel who like ate like so so much more than you! haha! and i hope you were really suprised by our little suprise! haha! secondly. i just wanna take this opportunity to say a big big thank you to you! thanks for always staying by my side; caring for me and worrying about me. thanks a million! hope you enjoyed this very special day dedicated to you! loves!"
some pictures from yesterday!
-joanne the birthday girl!
-chel chel!
-ah chel and ah neo!
-ah hao and ah chel!
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-the threesome!
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-we were supposed to make funny faces! and mine is like so OMG can?! i look like mian bao chao ren! :\
-oreo cheese cake with mini oreo on it!
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-oreo cheese cake without mini oreo on it! cause we took it, ate the mini oreo, and put it back on the conveyor! hahahahahaha!
-what we had for dinner! contributed by mostly chel chel and me! hahahahaha!
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-our little suprise for joanne!
-i so love this picture! so sweet!
-the three of us again! finally! we all turned 19!
It You That's On My Mind.
2:59 PM
she writes
i totally lost it all last night.
sank back into my old self;
the me who caouldn't take control of her own emotions.
very much wanted to talk to someone.
but i know in that kinda state i'll only scare and worry them.
so in the end.
i did silly stuff.
by the time the wounds heals;
i really hope my heart would have been mended as well.
So Perfect. But Yet So Wrong.
12:18 AM
she writes
Thursday, August 23, 2007
heart broken inside;yet i have to act as though everything's fine.
i really really don't like feeling this way.
i hate feeling upset!!
i hate crying in bed at night!!
i hate having sleepless nights!!
"and most importantly.
i hate seeing you yet not able to be close to you, feel you, hold your hand, hug you or kiss you.
i really miss you.
so so much."
why does it have to be so so hard?!
bu xiang zai ze me tong ku.
neng bu neng yi jiao xing lai shen me dou bu ji de.
ba suo you de ren.
ba suo you de shi.
ba ni.
ba wo men liang zhi jian de yi qie yi qie.
quan dou wang ji.
zai zhe yang xia qu.
wo zhen de hao pa wo hui shi qu huo xia lai de yong qi.
Lost. And Will Never Be Found.
2:59 PM
she writes
omg!
i feel so gong gong!
i saw this fireworks festival advertisement in the magazine.
and i was like damn excited.
cause it says 18 aug to 2 sept.
and it gave a schedule of the days which country will be displaying their work.
so i was like happily scanning through it planning which days to go again.
when i realised;
only after a long long long long time.
that it's happening in m'sia!
wth!
no wonder they were like advertising tour packages to m'sia in the same ad.
and to think that i didn't realise.
but it started on 18 aug which is like the same day that we had fireworks in singapore.
that's why it's prettay misleading.
so my gong-ness is not totally to be blamed.
or i should just blame ben for spreading the gong gong disease to me!
hahahahaha!
:X
waifong's not going for bash night anymore.
but it's not like she had a choice anyway.
)):
so now.
outta 4 in my clique.
2 not going and 1 in pageant.
so i'm kinda the only one left.
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and ben doesn't wanna go too.
)):
but good thing andy the evil wormy "promised" to go with me.
we're kinda in the same situation;
cause ben and ping are not going and jason is in pageant.
hopefully he don't last minute "put my aeroplane".
if not most prolly i wouldn't go too.
i still gotta work the next day anyway.
the crying at night just wouldn't stop.
it's making me kinda terrified to go to bed.
"baby...
i miss you;
so so so much."
Hard To Love; Harder To Let Go.
2:23 AM
she writes
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
guys~!so hard to understand!
rrrraaawwwrrr!
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haiyah.
but 12 bucks for a hope.
considered quite cheap?
just worried that the disappointment might be something that cannot be estimated by money.
but no use forcing.
i prolly won't have fun if i'm forced to go somewhere.
same applies to him i guess.
well.
for now.
all i can do is to be positive!
hopefully "miracles" do happen!
hahahahahaha!
i'm keeping my fingers crossed!
:))
The Love I Had.
2:20 AM
she writes
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
third driving lesson today.i think i improved quite a lot.
at least i can feel that the car is moving more smoothly.
and i'm no longer nervous about driving on the road.
yay!
:))
but i guess due to being really tired.
there was this period of time that i keep letting the car "die".
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it even "died" at the junction!
and i started like panicking!
haha!
anyway.
it's only my third lesson.
but my instructor told me that i can go book my TP already!
yay!
i'm proud of myself!
:))
but even if i book now i think the earliest date i can get is also like next year february or march.
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and my bbdc account expired already!
think they're gonna fine me for that.
well.
shall settle all these next month.
when i have the money.
gonna be prettay busy this week and next week as well.
tomorrow - working.
wednesday - going out.
thursday - afternoon: going out, night: IA test and maybe movie.
friday - lessons the whole day.
saturday - bash night.
sunday - working.
next week - rush OB group assignment.
i feel tired just thinking about all these.
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but i'll still try to spend some time to blog about d&d and also upload pictures.
so be patient!
so many movies i wanna watch!
- the bourne ultimatum
- ratatouille
- hairspray
- balls of fury
- evan almighty
- license to wed
date me out to watch movies please!
going wakeboarding again!
17 sept!
yay!
can't wait!
i'm so tired already!
but i guess i better start preparing for IA test.
:((
Maybe?
1:26 PM
she writes
Monday, August 20, 2007
shang d&d last night.i knew i was gonna see him.
but i promised myself i'll be strong no matter what.
so i tried to be normal and everything.
even took the initiative talk to him and ask him to take a photo with me.
everything was supposed to be okay.
didn't drink a lot initially.
cause the wines and champagne really suck.
until i saw him going for a smoke.
i started becoming a little affected.
down 5-6 glasses of 'cough syrup' (chivas + coke).
but still didn't feel anything much.
just bloated due to the gassy coke.
when it's time to dance.
couldn't really enjoy myself.
prolly cause wasn't high enough.
so i went back to the table and just drank whatever i can grab.
red wine, white wine, champagne and beer.
one after another.
then went back to the dance floor.
saw him dancing.
and i went up to him and asked him to dance with me.
but he turned and walked away.
and i broke down and started crying in the middle of the dance floor.
i know i scared a lotta people.
and worried many as well.
so to those who i worried last night-
"i'm really sorry for making you guys so worried last night. sorry if i spoilt ya day as well. but seriously. thanks a lot for being so concern. and staying with me all the while."
and to the one who was worried at home. or at least i thought so-
"sorry i made you worried. again. i bet i scared you when i cried over the phone. i'm really sorry. but thanks a lot for worrying. and for calling to make sure i'm okay. i'm touched."
it's really heart warming to know that there are many people around you who really cares.
though the one who you really wish will care.
just simply don't.
it just goes to show.
i'm no longer left with a choice.
but to let go and move on.
i know i've said this a million times.
but we all know it's so much easier said than done.
but like bestie said;
"reality is harsh.
don't make things harder for yourself."
yah.
i really shouldn't.
will upload the photos and blog about d&d in detail when i feel better.
So Hard.
9:27 AM
she writes
Saturday, August 18, 2007
finally.fireworks!
really really prettay!
:))
although the view was blocked by the trees a little.
but it was a rather good spot considering the fact that we started to hunt for a spot quite late.
i'm a happy girl today!
bought a dress!
had a great dinner!
and watched fireworks!
all these with a great company!
:))
"i know i've said this many many times. but seriously. thanks a lot! for everything. i had a great time!"
shang d&d tomorrow!
i bet i'm gonna have so much so much fun!
dancing and drinking the night away!
:))
-ben and his another little lover! :)) he carried her throughout most of the fireworks display because she was too short to get a clear view. the very gentle side of him. :))
i'm really discovering more and more...
:))
i mentioned this a few posts back.
a relationship without an outcome is just like water.
no matter how hard you try to grip it tight;
you'll still find it slipping through your fingers.
and after yesterday.
i've truly understood the meaning to this.
i'm letting go.
and moving on.
Images Of You My Mind Still Keeps.
2:59 PM
she writes
Thursday, August 16, 2007
had a great day!went kbox-ing with the sim-ers at cineleisure!
haha!
kinda like our first outing.
not taking into consideration the lunches that we have in school or during breaks.
but not maybe people went also.
like 9 of us excluding nadirah who only joined us for dinner.
but i think if any more went we'll have troubles.
not enough mics and time!
cause 9 of us already select until the song list full!
and like didn't get to sing enough.
although we already sang for like 3 hours.
maybe because someone kept hogging to the mic?!
wahahahahahahaha!
i'm really evil!
i know if anyone of them were to read this they'll start complaining that i'm mean again!
but i know they all agree with me!
just that i'm the one who started laughing about it first.
and i laughed the loudest.
and i laughed a lot.
so they all say i'm mean!
okay!
i admit!
i'll have karma!
happy?!
hahahahaha!
the room we got was like awesome!
damn spacious!
with big tv!
and changing lights even!
haha!
ping sings damn well!
so jealous!
i like it when alison sang the zhang hui mei song!
damn nice!
waifong also whooo!
unexpected!
ben's like the hokkien songs and japanese songs champion!
nice and definitely an ear-opener!
hahahaha!
andy's also not bad.
zhihui and gab didn't sing much.
so cant comment.
as for kenneth.
i shall shuddup and keep the comments to myself!
wahahahahahahaha!
me?
i think i frighten them all with my singing!
especially all the high pitch songs!
i'm terribly sorry!
haha.
-big tv!
-waifong!
-alison!
-ping!
-ben!
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-the japanese song that ben and ping sang! yesh! it's in japanese words! not like han yu ping ying! and they can read!
-the two singers of that japanese songs! and ben is so trishaw rider!
-zhihui! he finally sang a song! so i had to snap!
-ping, alison and andy! finally alison had the chance to "stand out"! hahahahaha!
-ping, alison and ben!
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-when ping and ben were singing the japanese song. i just wanted to snap the 2 of them. but andy the evil wormy so qiang jing tou! always lidat! hahaha! but since he complained that i didn't take much photo of him! shall forgive him! and look at ping's and ben's position! squatting on the sofa! damn ah peh can! especially ben! hahahaha!
-cheap shot of ben! to add on to his unglam-ness! wahahahaha! he's so gonna kill me!
-the guys! formal!
-the guys! informal!
-the girls!
i really shouldn't be trying so hard anymore.
just let it go...
There's A Strand Of Love In My Heart That Just Can't Let You Go.
2:59 PM
she writes
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
first day of work at yamaha.what should i say?
working 7 hours there is like working 14 hours at shang!
not exaggerating!
cause time there really crawls by.
maybe because it's my first day.
so nothing much i can do.
i spent most of the time watching people coming down on the escalator!
hahahaha!
i guess i'm kinda used to the life in shang also.
there's things for you to do every moment.
calls to pick up, things to attend to, guests to meet, people to entertain, places to run to.
seriously endless!
hopefully things will be much better in the coming days.
as in like more things to do!
really don't like the feeling of just sitting there with nothing to do!
like getting paid for nothing.
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but i must say the environment there is great.
the people there are like really friendly and funny.
even the teachers there are like damn lame.
prolly because i'm in the contempo music school which teaches mainly the band instruments.
so the teachers are like more hip.
i cannot imagine if i'm in the main school where they focus mainly on classicals.
cause they were telling me the teachers there look as though they work for government sectors.
hahahaha!
but if i work in the main school i'll be like closer to ben and wee aik.
then can talk.
haha!
working there is tempting to take up saxaphone!
but with me so not muscially inclined.
i'm pretty worried i'll be wasting money.
well.
shall think about it again after i complete my driving.
wanna take up my french course first.
OMG!
i think i jus got myself into trouble again!
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but i really didn't ask for it!
i was just trying to be nice!
damn!
how do i get myself outta this now?!
i'm trying real hard not to think about things now.
not gonna think too much or too deep either.
things will eventually fall into place i guess.
shall just wait and see;
whatever fate has installed for me.
"but still.
i miss you loads."
Love Me For A Reason.
2:45 PM
she writes
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
finally!ob individual assignment down!
:))
had bs test today.
was prettay confident of getting more than 20 over 25 until i realised i didn't convert 4 weeks into 28 days.
there goes my high distinction!
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second driving lesson today.
she taught me how to do parking.
not that kinda parking that requires reverse and stuff.
just that kinda you drive head into the lot.
i have problems getting the car in the center of the lot.
the car is either slanted.
or i'll like take up 2 parking lots.
i can't seems to stop the car in time too.
always end up stopping only after the parking lot.
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lousy me!
she kept complaining that i'm very not gentle.
hahahaha!
she said i was too rough when changing gear and i stepped too hard on the brakes!
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but she allowed me to drive on the roads a lot today.
like for almost half an hour.
and she kept saying that i'm quite a fast learner!
haha!
:))
could like hardly walk after the lesson.
my left leg's like totally numb after maintaining the half-clutch postion for almost one and a half hour.
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shang's d&d this sat!
super looking forward!
though i have to like rush down after work.
and everything of mine is like damn budget.
borrowed my dress from shihwen.
wearing the heels i bought for prom.
making do with whatever accessories that i have.
and gonna D-I-Y for my makeup and hair.
but well.
i guess it's okay.
cause i believe i'll still enjoy myself to the fullest!
:))
"relationship without an outcome is just like water.
no matter how hard you try to hold on to it.
it'll still slip through your fingers."
something that i loosely translated from the show 'bao jia wei guo'.
but i thought it was rather meaningful.
a lot have been going through my mind after talking to jason last night.
i seems to have reached a decision.
but still.
i'm pretty unsure.
"our relationship;
will it be like water?
this time round.
it's really up to you to decide."
Let The Reason Be Me.
1:55 PM
she writes
Monday, August 13, 2007
i've crumbled.completely lost;
the strength to carry on.
this time round.
i really need someone to pick me up.
give me a big hug.
say comforting stuff.
and lend me a shoulder to cry on.
it's gonna be a sleepless night;
i'm sure.
Enough Pretending.
4:45 PM
she writes
Sunday, August 12, 2007
aftere the big B thing.i feel that i've drifted apart with the shang gang.
it's a really sad thing.
but i guess it's something that can't be helped too.
afterall it's has always been kinda like douglas and whatever-that-follows.
bet there must be a lotta talkings going on.
well.
other than i really couldn't care less.
what more can i say?
feeling quite sick.
fever, sorethroat, flu and asthma all at the same time!
and i'm still home alone!
i miss mummy!
feel like going out today.
but i know i really cannot afford to.
gotta finish up ob assignment today as well as prepare for bs test.
really hope i'll be able to accomplish my mission today.
jia you!
independence day 9.
i've decided to stop counting after today.
cause i'm gonna have endless independence days to come.
but no worries!
cause i'm strong!
and i'll definitely conquer whatever that's installed ahead for me!
there's gonna be two ocassions in the coming week that i might see douglas.
i don't really know if i'm prepared for it.
but i'll try.
and i'm sure i'm gonna do just fine!
"i wonder how you're doing.
i miss you."
Wish You Did Careful With My Heart.
3:35 AM
she writes
Saturday, August 11, 2007
09 august 07 - national day!watched 881.
didn't intend to watch it initially.
but other than the power part that i didn't understand and the pretty draggy ending;
it didn't turn out too bad.
some of the scenes were like so freaking hilarious!
especially the 'techno-cat' and the 'da xiao ren' parts!
i literally laugh out loud!
unglam;
i know.
but i really can't help it.
hahahahaha!
and there was this part of the show when the subtitles reads
"go home and play with your cock!"
sounds so wrong i know!
oh yah!
i really like the hokkien song sang by the durian sisters together with the lady they kidnapped!
if anyone has the song please send me!
i really wanna learn how to sing it!
hahahaha!
during my day out i discovered the existence of another therapy method that makes you just as happy as doing retail therapy.
it's known as the try-me therapy!
and it's super fun!
hahahaha!
to ben aka monkey aka banana man-
"i had so much so much fun! thanks!"
met girlfriends at 5pm at cck.
we went into lot 1 to da bao food.
then headed over to lings place to have our very own national day celebration!
-xiao wen!
-wanmei during national anthem!
-jessica!
-when patriotism meets retarded-ness!
-even jamie was so sporty!
-the fight for the flags-of-peacock title!
-fishy me!
-suxian & me!
-jessica & me!
-wanmei & me!
-shihwen & me!
-wen and lings and my hand with the bunch of flags!
-the start of our "high-ness"!
-the sea of red with a white patch!
-the supposingly messy hair photo!
-no doubt they say i look drunk!
-cause i behave like i'm drunk too!
-i'm the outcast! but who cares! cause they love me all the same!
-and i love them just as much!
more pictures to come!
will upload them after i manage to grab them all from lings.
special thanks to
wei wei who provided us with all the goodies from his special ndp goody bag!
and aloy our "one, two, eh, one, one, eh, one, two, three" patient camera man!
to GIRLFRIENDS-
"I LOVE YOU GIRLS LOADS! thanks a million! for just being my friends! and everything else! i really enjoyed myself! i'm sorry i made christmas came 4 months earlier alright?! but i really have no red tops! so stop outcasting me anymore! haha! loves!"
the coming week is gonna be so eventful!
-pre-celebration of joanne's birthday!
-my second driving lesson!
-first week of new job!
-kbox with sim people!
-shang d&d!
i'm so so looking forward!
:))
i chose to drown my unhappiness in my craziness.
though it's torturous.
but at least it's fun.
Can't Help Myself.
2:59 PM
she writes
